Wanting what I cannot access
Wishin that I had you near
It always happens when I see dusk
When light begins to disappear
But I’m Starin at the middle of
Starin at the middle
Starin at the middle of rain
And there’s one more thing
Left for me to explain
I’m pullin at the edges again
The streets so near can barely hold me
The loose threads are bars in my cell
The warden here he clears the signal
I wonder what it’s like in hell
But I’m Starin at the middle of
Starin at the middle
Starin at the middle of rain
And there’s one more thing
Left for me to explain
I’m pullin at the trigger again
I’m wasted like an old train wreck
I’m rusted at the side of the tracks
And nobody notices
Notices
The water pours like a clean shower
The dirt begins to move and drain
The steel it wets and smells like autumn
I think I wanna breath today
But I’m Starin at the middle of
Starin at the middle
Starin at the middle of rain
And there’s one more thing
Left for me to explain
I never wanted any of this